i don't want to see you for you turn on the light that i just switched out to deny every feeling for you.
you come in to me and i find my way back losing the ground i fought so hard to grip.
turn your back, look away can't you see that when you stare like that i can't breathe.
when you're near my world collapse and i find myself numb against my defenses on you.
i wish you'd be gone for with you i find my life moving on then maybe when you're gone i'd die with my feelings for you.
zhela
21
female
3/4 filipino, 1/4 chinese
1st year med student
a newbie la sallei
reader/writer/blogger/viewer
speaks spanish and a little japanese
currently studying mandarin
Mandopop listener
Sidney Sheldon reader
House M.D. and Bones viewer
Hana Kimi Taiwan fanatic
S.H.E and CE addict
frustrated director/producer
writes her own scripts
stars and edits her own films