i wish i could pretend not to see you
maybe things would be different.
right then i would know what to do
and disregard things not so apparent.

i wish i could not hear you
maybe then you would cease to use me.
then you would feel so alone without a view
and you'd realize its me you want to see.

i wish i could refuse you
maybe then my life would be simple.
for you left me with myself and just a few
of the things i use to have and handle.
***
you will no longer use me,
that much i know.
i have no use for people who can't commit.
let alone keep a simple promise.

you will no longer have me,
for i refuse to give anymore.
you had the best of me yet you held back
leaving me wanting more.

you will no longer own me,
i demand my freedom from you.
for with you each day is nothing but pain,
it can't be help that i drove myself insane.