This is my latest fan made MV. The background song is entitled Love Story sung by Rain. Enjoy!
Sonnet for Breathing
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Saturday, October 18, 2008
10:05 PM
Panic attacks with just one smile from you, i can barely breath when you are in view. Always hyperventilating when you're near, I'd gasped for air butI'd still want you here.
You make it difficult for me to live, even worse than being stabbed in the rib. Like puncturing my lungs to the core, You're smothering me with the things i adore. Each glance blocks the oxygen to my nose, its impossible to breathe when you're close. You leave me hypoxic with each embrace, making my actions paradoxic in ways. It seems like with you i cannot respire, but without you i would rather expire.
An Jing
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Tuesday, October 7, 2008
6:21 PM
amazing how you drown out the crowd; i couldn't hear anything but the sound of your breath. with just one word you've silenced all the sound; i've gone deaf when you told me how you felt.
it is like you to say nothing, yet somehow you manage to keep yourself clear. one of the magic in you i find fascinating, up until the moment of which i fear.
time and again i've lived on fantasies unwelcoming of any negativity. thinking all that is good come with its constancy but now i fall flat with gravity.
maybe its been a while, you waiting for me to say the words of now you yourself have spoken. but your stillness blinded me and i was unable to see. now you kill me with the silence you have broken.
it's amazing how you drown out the crowd, i couldn't hear anything else but the sound of my own breath. with just one word you've silenced all the sound, i've gone cold and still the moment you left.
antagonist
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Thursday, May 3, 2007
3:14 PM
i don't want to see you for you turn on the light that i just switched out to deny every feeling for you.
you come in to me and i find my way back losing the ground i fought so hard to grip.
turn your back, look away can't you see that when you stare like that i can't breathe.
when you're near my world collapse and i find myself numb against my defenses on you.
i wish you'd be gone for with you i find my life moving on then maybe when you're gone i'd die with my feelings for you.
My bad
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007
9:34 AM
When you were here i was fine, I did everything even went out of the line. But when i left you my world spun out of control It's as if my body was left by my soul.
I've tried to forget and move one But everytime i see you, i come undone. My mind is never at ease when you're near Yet living this life without you is what i fear.
I am guilty of being unperfect Yet i mean not to disrespect. I am wrong of not knowing what i want So this apology is what i now flaunt.
No longer am i asking you to be as close as before If you'd only speak to me, i'd never ask for more. Hope somehow you could find in your heart to forgive, Then i'd learn to accept the things i'd never received.
Translation (Araw Gabi)
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9:18 AM
Challenging is to write a song for you, Left me half-crazy, thinking of words for you. Played with melodies for hopes of tune, Chances are there'd be rhythm out for you. What is there for me to say in this song Still grappling with lyrics to align with tune, Despite all tries, words won't fit, Simply put, this is how i feel. Be it day or night, Constantly thinking of you, Never stopped dreaming of you, Wherever i may be. Be it day or night, Over-joyed and over-whelmed Whenever i'm with you. Be it day or night. Despite all this, i was able to say, All there is to know about how i feel. After all attempts, i was able to push through, Just so you know how i feel is for real.
zhela
21
female
3/4 filipino, 1/4 chinese
1st year med student
a newbie la sallei
reader/writer/blogger/viewer
speaks spanish and a little japanese
currently studying mandarin
Mandopop listener
Sidney Sheldon reader
House M.D. and Bones viewer
Hana Kimi Taiwan fanatic
S.H.E and CE addict
frustrated director/producer
writes her own scripts
stars and edits her own films
